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20 April 2008 @ 02:50 pm

Hello :D
Just thought I'd come by since I haven't been updating.
I'm taking a quickie from POA.

I was just doing POA when I glanced at the corner of my table, filled with A Maths assesment books I haven't touched in months. I think I'm really gonna flunk my A Maths for MYE. E Maths is okay, if I continue practicing steadily, since I can do most questions. But then A Maths, it's like, wtf. Whoever said that A Maths was a hell load easier than E Maths must be out of their minds.
And okay, I don't think I want to take CLB anymore. Seems pretty risky, as Mdm Lua said.
English.. English.. if my marker is Mr Tsung then I can forget about getting A for it already.
Physics. Fudge lar, cfm CMI one. Unless I really, really go and chiong it.
Chemistry, same thing.
SS/History, same thing.
POA, my mother is the tutor. just that sometimes i get really pissed with her that i don't want to talk to her.

           peishwen 8)      says (2:55 PM):
I was just doing POA when I glanced at the corner of my table, filled with A Maths assesment books I haven't touched in months. I think I'm really gonna flunk my A Maths for MYE. E Maths is okay, if I continue practicing steadily, since I can do most questions. But then A Maths, it's like, wtf. Whoever said that A Maths was a hell load easier than E Maths must be out of their minds.
- krabby                             OMGSHWTF I CAN'T DO THIS!!! says (2:56 PM):
lol
im also gonna flunk. ithink.
==
i haven even look at my 7.2
           peishwen 8)      says (2:56 PM):
7.2 is quite okay i think
           peishwen 8)      says (2:57 PM):
issit the
           peishwen 8)      writes (2:57 PM):

           peishwen 8)      says (2:57 PM):
one?
           peishwen 8)      says (2:58 PM):
can you see what i drew?
- krabby                             OMGSHWTF I CAN'T DO THIS!!! says (2:59 PM):
i duno
i haven learn 7.2 yet
cause i wasnt here
           peishwen 8)      says (2:59 PM):
oh.
- krabby                             OMGSHWTF I CAN'T DO THIS!!! says (2:59 PM):
i mean, at sch.
           peishwen 8)      says (2:59 PM):
oic.
but i think 7.2 quite easy lar
8)
:)
8)
- krabby                             OMGSHWTF I CAN'T DO THIS!!! says (2:59 PM):
that means your amaths can what.
           peishwen 8)      says (3:00 PM):
it's just 7.2.
hello!?!
==.
my Indices, Surds, Logs.. CMI.
partly because i never *ahem* listen *ahem*
- krabby                             OMGSHWTF I CAN'T DO THIS!!! says (3:00 PM):
==
lol..
           peishwen 8)      says (3:00 PM):
hais.
HAIS!!!
IT'S ALL MY FAULT.
I SHOULD GO EMO LAR
-slits wrists-
- krabby                             OMGSHWTF I CAN'T DO THIS!!! says (3:00 PM):
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20 March 2008 @ 10:43 pm

20032008

I just deleted my blog. Because I am so vulgar and everything. I'm so sick of my filth.

( ): )

Anyway I'm really very @#$%^& right now. I don't know what to do. Maybe I should just cut myself off the whole world since I'm such a horrible person.

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18 March 2008 @ 07:49 pm

lend me some sugar! i am your neighbour!

I was just complaining to MZ about my parents not picking up their phones because I was calling them about dinner when my mother called back and said SHE WAS BUYING PIZZA HUT FOR ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!111 *insertbiggrinhere*

Okay so LJ's gonna be my other blog and I'll flit here and there whenever I please, but my blogger will be my commercial blog... and this LJ's gonna be my more private.. hideout.
I'm not really gonna publicize that I've returned to LJ but I am gonna put the link and see which observant owls will notice. O_O
:]

I like this skin because it's neat and clean and makes me feel very fresh and happy.
Like my blogger.
Both of them have white/light grey backgrounds.
Now that my livejournal skin is a success, I don't feel like repainting my room walls with black or dark grey. I feel like painting them white. Or light grey. If I were richer I'd put wallpapers but it'd cost a bomb, so forget it!

I love looking for icons on LJ. Because they're always so prettay. I found my current one from LJ too. :D

Okay after dinner I'm gonna rush my homework like crazay and then sleep! I need sleep! SLEEP! SLEEEPPPP!!!! and then tomorrow i can study chemistry and then stuff the whole periodic table into my brain. and chemical equations, and what have you.

okay good evening to you.

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20 January 2008 @ 09:34 am

Saturdayyyyyy!

Saturday, 19th January 2008.
10am: Woke up, played a bit of computer, and did some tuition homework.
2.15pm: Left for Woodlands MRT Station to meet Angela.
2.30pm: Left for Kallang
3.45pm: We reached..

..Harvest Teens!
They were all preparing and the band was practising and it was like some small rock concert. It was soooooooo loud and noisy but it's so cool! :D
Anyway Angela, Angeline (Simin) and Roy (TN3 Leader) went inside this room and we sat on the stacked-up chairs. Then I filled up this form.. and they were all so high, lor. Then at around 4pm we started the service. And they sang some songs but I dunno the lyrics, dunno the tune and whatever so I just stood there and listened. :/ And then Xue Ling jie talked and yeah I learnt/learned stuff. :D!
(I don't like Miss Vendetta. She mumbles her words all of a sudden and laughs so loud and coarsely.)
Oh and I've decided to get a bible. Angela says that there is Chinese bible and English bible. I think I shall get the English one, heh. Not too expensive la.. just normal. :)
There are two more new members too. I dunno what to call them leh.. Sisters? Huiling. And Lily, if I'm not wrong. Huiling and I wore the same shirt, except that it's different colour! Anyway, we got split up into groups and my group went into the teeny-weeny library. Which I kinda like. Then we introduced ourselves and I forgot Edmond's name. Is that how you spell it? Yeah. I forgot his name. My apologies~
Anyway my group has Roy, Candy (another Leader), Melissa, Huiling, Grace (Pong Pong! Haha. Angela's sister), Angela, Eugene, Edmond and Jonathan. Yeapppp.
I was actually supposed to go eat dinner with them but since I didn't bring money (although they say they will lend me) and my grandma was cooking I decided to go. Neh mind I join them next week. (I must srsly remember my money!) So I took the MRT to Kallang and a taxi to the Shaughnessy or however you spell it. Because there was only 10 cents left... Then my grandfather paid for my taxi! @_@ I'm so dua pai.. HAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAH!!!!
*ahem*

FINALLY, this post has ended. You may rest your eyes easy.
(although it kinda hurt that people tell me they just scan through and don't really read it..)

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19 January 2008 @ 11:34 am

Yesterday and Today

YHello, hello~
Sorry I didn't blog yesterday. But yesterday was fun.
Oh, before I forget [to tell you], I did get scolded by MacBarf. In the parade square, somemore. Oh well.

We had Physics Speed Test. And it was open-book. But I don't think I will do very well because I never really revised. All my time was just spent on homework and A Maths, E Maths, A Maths, E Maths. :/
I don't like mornings like this. I hope 12 noon will come faster so the sun will stop shining at my table. Because it will heat up my mouse and make it so hot. And it shines on my papers and it's so blinding. I can't look!
Anyway, back to talking about Friday. Let's see. After school, I went to look for Audrey they all, and Audrey and Ling Mei had to go for CC training. Then I was with Zubaidah and some people(?). FF, FF, FF!!!! Okay, campcraft test.
All of us were in two lines, and Thomas sir was standing in the middle, giving us a briefing. And we all wanted to practise even though Thomas told us that there wasn't enough time. Because right after the test is Muster Parade. So about 3/4 of us wanted to practise while 1/4 wanted to go on with the test because Thomas said, "If you all make the whole unit wait, then the consequences... you will bear." In the end we discussed a bit and it got kinda heated up. I heard the NCOs say, "Wah like that all the girls start to discuss then the boys do nothing. LOL." Anyway we decided to take whatever punishment was coming so we can pass the test, and we did! My group passed first, and the other group had a re-test.
And there was a certain someone who pissed me off. Ziling was right, man. Can't believe I got a dose of her myself right after she said it. Lil' slacker.
Okayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy and the other group had a retest and they passed too!!! :D
After that... we had RT. I don't like, because Huipin ma'am kept asking NCOs to come in and help because there weren't enough people. And then the NCOs (all guys la) started playing on their own and occasionally throwing to us. I admit I've got a fear of balls.. I flinched when someone threw the ball at me. :(((((
Okay and I volunteered for some Primary School kids-thingy Chin Sheng sir talked about. I was scared that he wasn't gonna pick me because he needed really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really self-motivated, high and very disciplined people. Then Zubaidah said, "Aiyah don't scared lah.. I make you high. :D"
Hope I can go...? Which means lesser time with Jasmine and Marilyn. :O I mean for lunches and all.
My mum just came and scolded me because she caught me blogging. I dunno what to call LJ. LJ-ing?

So I have to go study. Do homework. Do tuition homework. Wahlau I told Daphne I got a lot of homework she still givegivegive. -.-
I'm going to meet Angela at Woodlands MRT Station later for Teens. It will be from 4.30 - 6.30 pm and I have to meet her at 2.30pm because apparently, it's very far away. At Kallang. And I will reach home at around 9pm. Woah... Life will be hectic. GET MY RED BULL!

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17 January 2008 @ 03:35 pm

Truancy

I've committed a crime.
I played truant. I didn't go to school today.

Well actually, I woke up with a headache and I was really tired so I didn't go to school. OVERWHELMED WITH FATIGUEEEE. All the homework and thoughts kept sapping me of my energy. Sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo. I can finally revise and do my tuition homework. Something I haven't had time to do. :(
But I feel kind of bad not going to school. Because I will miss out on my lessons. Hopefully, Jasmine will tell me what we learnt today. Skarly I ask her then she say, "I dunno leh. I never listen in class." Then I will punch her to the other side of the planet!
Tomorrow, there's campcraft test. I think it's for real.
I am doing my A Maths tuition homework and I really dunno how to do. Daphne is so going to snap, "Wah, exam will test leh.." Then I will get very wtf-ish, but I won't say a word. Then I will imagine screaming, "You're my tuition teacher and you're supposed to teach me because I forgot! What the hell are you here for, then!??!! What if I don't ask you and I enter the exam hall without knowing anything?!?!?! AND FAIL EVERYTHING!??!?! YOU WILL GET SACKED! Now answer my fucking question nicely, dammit."

Oh and I had 2 weird dreams. I told Yong about it and
yong: "peishwen.........."
me: "???"
yong: "i'm amazed!"
me: "o.o?"
yong: "with all this brain activity... no wonder you are tired"
yong: "go have a hot shower"
yong: "you need to relax lah"
me: "it's weird lah"
me: "it's either i have weird dreams or have none at all"
yong: "woah"
yong: "i think hor... you should go listen to some nice soothing music before you sleep"
yong: "no MCR for you"
yong: "hopefully less weird dreams"

So let's begin [with the dream story-telling].
Shit. My ears are suddenly muffled and there's this high-pitched ringing. What's it called? Tinnitus? Titinus? I read that it cannot be cured. Wait huh, let me do some quick research on tinnitus, titinus, or something.
Ooh, it's called Tinnitus. (From wikipedia.org)

"Tinnitus can be perceived in one or both ears or in the head. It is usually described as a ringing noise, but in some patients it takes the form of a high pitched whining, buzzing, hissing, humming, or whistling sound, or as ticking, clicking, roaring, "crickets" or "tree frogs" or "locusts", tunes, songs, or beeping. It has also been described as a "whooshing" sound, as of wind or waves. Tinnitus is not itself a disease but a symptom resulting from a range of underlying causes, including ear infections, foreign objects or wax in the ear, and injury from loud noises. Tinnitus is also a side-effect of some oral medications, such as aspirin and may also result from an abnormally low level of serotonin activity.
...
Subjective tinnitus may not always be correlated with ear malfunction or hearing loss. Even people with near-perfect hearing may still complain of it. Tinnitus may also have a connection to memory problems, anxiety, fatigue or a general state of poor health.
...
While most discussions of tinnitus tend to stress physical mechanisms, there is strong evidence that the level of an individual's awareness of their tinnitus can be stress-related, and so should be addressed by improving the state of the nervous system generally, using gradual, unobtrusive, long-term treatments."

Woah.
I don't think you read it all. Neither did I, no worries.
For me leh, it's the "high-pitched whining". Yong told me to go see a specialist. :( She says one of her friends got it too. Another one is deaf in one ear.
I don't wanna go deaf. I wanna listen to MCR and I wanna play the guitar..
Darn, it's still going on. The whining. Whinny whinny..

( Dream #1 )

Consider it a nightmare.

( Dream #2 )

Nightmare. Definitely.
Marilyn told me she's got this before. Like, she's in her bed but she can't move. I dunno, it seemed so real. Maybe it happened for real. I'm not sure. It was just kinda scary. Anyway I think the clown-thing happened because I was thinking about clowns before I fell asleep.

A Maths. I cannot give up. I must do this shit. I don't want to drop. I can't drop. I must get at least 45 marks to continue. Wow, 45. They make it sound so hard. Like, almost impossible to pass.
OH NO. I cannot think that way. I must pass. I MUST PASS. I will pass. I will. I. Will. Pass!

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17 January 2008 @ 03:19 am

My tagboard's up!

Yes, it is over there!
<-
Look, LOOK at it you blind fool. My tagboard's up~
Thank you Leenaaaaaaaa!!!!

It's only 3.19am. No, it's not a typo. It really IS 3.19am.

I fell asleep while waiting for my father to get dinner. He always takes forever to do it. He goes at 6.30, when I'm on the verge of dying [from starvation], and then he comes home to see me sleeping he'll say, "I bought your dinner and you fell asleep." T_T I have stuff to do! I'm Sec 3, where got so free?!
I think my dinner is still there but really, really cold. I shall go heat it up. I am doing Standard Form now, actually. And I forgot to print Marilyn's and my NE Compo. Later that little f*ckhead come and screw my life up. ****!
Just now, my mother came in, and her eyes weren't getting used to the light, so she screwed up her eyes. Then it pissed me off because it seemed like a scowl or a frown or something like that.
Mother: Why you not sleeping?
Me: I sleep at 7+ already lah! I haven't do my homework.
Mother: (gives a very irritated face)
Me: (glares)
Mother: (Retreat! Retreat!)

-.-
I realize I speak very rudely to my mother. Almost all the time. I don't know why, but times like that make me feel very irritated with her. Like, when she just CANNOT GET THE EFFING POINT. It's not like I don't wanna sleep.
Anyway I have about 2 and a half hours to myself. Until I have to prepare to go to the stupid school.

By the way, sorry Leena for going offline. I was "Appearing Offline" because I was watching Hayate No Gotoku! and then suddenly I see this person sign in and I don't want to talk to that person so I might as well pretend to be offline. Then I fell asleep. Plus, my position was lying on my stomach, and I usually find that superrrr uncomfortable. All I wanted to do was rest my weary eyes. :( I was lying on my bed, anyways.

Okay, back to Standard Forms. Then I will settle the NE thing, and then die later, in class.
No wait, not in class. Hopefully, he won't look for me. Then I will look for him. Yes, then I will die in the middle of a bunch of people who don't know me. Yeap. Like, outside staff room or something. Everyone will stare. I will dieeeeeeee.

And I have tuition homework. SHIT!!!!

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16 January 2008 @ 06:20 pm

blueberry cakes

Disclaimer: The title has nothing to do with today's post. Although it makes me kind of hungry. :( (Actually usually my titles have nothing to do with my posts.)

I am so happy. I ate so much during recess today. Nope, I didn't overeat because I felt happy. I just feel happy that I overate. That was a really simple thing so if you didn't understand before I explained, you must be rrrrrrrrrreally stupid. Anyway, I ate chicken chop rice + 1 nugget + a handful of potato wedges. Literally. I poked at the glass repeatedly, telling the auntie I wanted to add potato wedges. Then sh grabbed a handful of it. And altogether it cost me $2. I'm so happy. I finished it all except for digusting colesaw or however you spell it. Coleslaw. Coselaw. Closelaw. Oh forget it. Anyway the bottom line is, I don't like veggies.

( The tales of peishwen: MacBarf )

Ha.

I AM HUNGRY. When is dinner coming?
Shit I still have stupid tuition homework to do. And the fucking file couldn't be opened in school, after we returned from Marilyn's house. Later the fucking MacBarf come and scold me again lah. Effing son of a bitch. I'll tell you if he does, tomorrow, okay? But there's a very very high chance that he will try to snap my head off my shoulders, of course. Maybe I do a Marilyn and shout across the room, "YOU TALK TO MY MOTHER LAH!" Actually my father will be more effective because my father will probably screw that fucktard over and over. And over. And over again.
And I still have E. Maths. Standard form is pweedy easy, I think. Speaking about E Maths, Miss Christine rules. She actually helped Marilyn and me (or is it I?) with the computer-shit lor. Because ALL the other teachers weren't around. If for MacBarf, he'll just snap at me to go do something myself.

I nearly fell asleep during Chem class. Or rather, throughtout the whole day. I was like burying my head in my arms at every moment possible. Just especially Chem class, lah. Anyways during EL I was very tickled by Yahui. She went to ask MacBarf whether we needed to do the summary worksheet (Kudos to Yahui for her bravery!) and I was predicting MacBarf's reaction to Gladys. Then when she came back she was walking very funnily. She always walks like that but the class mood was very sluggish and bored so I found it super hilarious. And then after that I got very very tickled and kept laughing.
And then Weihong commented, "Peishwen, you in np always so quiet. I never see you laugh one."
OI, I DO, OKAY.

Anyway I won't be playing Gunbound. Thanks to the homework falling on my head continuously.

Andandand I am gonna go to Teens with Angela this Saturday! Actually, about last week, I was considering on going because I was super-stressed by all the shit-work. And then I thinkthinkthink and I decided on going because a) it seems very fun and might help me lessen my load b) I'm dubbed anti-social. There you go. BUT YAHUI SAYS I AM MORE FRIEN- okay okay I GET IT! - c) I just wanna. :D

Stuff-to-do:
#1 E. Maths homework.
#2 Tuition homework. I think I'll do like, less than half. NO TIME.
#3 Wash my np uniform.
#4 Wash my school uniformssssss.

Stuff I wanna buy:
#1 A new pencilcase. I cannot ignore what Jasmine told me. Wahlau. Can't believe I've touched it for one whole day. :( Now I have to switch to my OLD, FILTHY 37 degree pencilcase I used last year. (Sorry Eden for embarrassing you but it is really really disgusting. You're like the male version of Jasmine.) Oops.

Good day. :D

p/s I still dunno where to put tagboard. :(
p/p/s Leena, SOS.

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15 January 2008 @ 09:27 pm

Komui loves you

Something pissed me off today.

( What happened? )

I just had guitar class. It was okay lah. But now my shoulders hurt from hunching up for one whole hour, non-stop.
And Mr Leong is so rude lor. T_T Just now he wanted to demo a bit to me then he just swept my hand off the guitar. I was like, O_O! But I didn' say anything lah...
And I learnt the left hand, WOOOO!!! :D

I still have the stupid A Maths to dooooooo. I don't care lah, I did everything last night, as in, as much as I can. The rest I don't know. I DON'T CARE ANYMOREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

I'm going to eat my dinner and pack my bag and ... .... and then go to sleep.

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14 January 2008 @ 11:06 pm

overloaded

*sizzle sizzle crackle

My brain's being fried. Or rather, it's the aftermath of getting fried. The sound you get when you sprinkle water on the hot plate, or something.
Anyway, just a little ... um, last words before I rest my eyes, brain, body, shoulders, arms, butt, mind, head, fingers, whatever, whatever.
Stupid 8Days Subscription. It's been 3 months and they're still under maintanence. Little liars.

I still have about 6 more A Maths questions (Surds) and I am really so exhausted. It's weird how in the past, I kept glancing at the time. Like, I start studying at 4pm, and I'll say, "5pm, I stop!" and regardless whether I finished my homework or not, I stop to play. But now, I can't even stop... I'm not exaggerating. It's like, I ate dinner at 9pm and I just worked my way through the A and E Maths, and thanks Yoshi for helping. (You can be really nice when you wanna)
I haven't gotten down to my Maths revision!!!!!! MY TYS!!!!!! And I need to get to my tuition homework, too. I'm about to drown. On Saturday and Sunday I actually spent like 4 hours each at least for my Maths homework, okay. And Physics and Chemistry too. I think Phy and Chem are quite interesting, eh!?!??!
:DDD

Okay, I must concentrate during Chinese class tomorrow and stop playing with Marilyn. -serious-

Okay, okay. Good night.

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14 January 2008 @ 06:41 pm

Some kind of outcast.

( Rant, rant and more rant. )

( Thoughts )

Okay. Homework time. Goodbye.

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13 January 2008 @ 11:35 pm

A new skin/theme/template/whatever

FINALLY!
I finished it. So it looks less unoriginal... I think.
OKAY I am gonna delete my Blogger.

Soon. :)

And I learnt the intros of Hallelujah by Paramore and Cancer by My Chemical Romance! Actually, more of Hallelujah. Because it's a bit easier, I think. Anyways, Leena was right! I don't need classes. I've wasted $60, damnit. I'm really stupid for an idiot.

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13 January 2008 @ 01:44 am

Displeased

Finally...
after an hour and a half.

But I'm still not pleased.

I'll do it again, tomorrow. I think?

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